Near the grand finale of this Big Brother release, the four finalists have been called into the Cube for a retrospective review and evaluation of their participation in this reality show It revealed how they envision themselves in the future.
Gonçalo Quinaz started this activity and ended up with emotion at remembering the hurt he felt due to the mistakes he made in the past: “I’ve changed a lot. I live with a huge sense of guilt inside of me and I’m so sorry for that. […] I’m ashamed that coming from me is so paradoxical, it might seem like coming from me like a lie. But the truth is, I’m sorry for being the person I was, and I’m sorry I betrayed the way I did and I don’t think I’d ever sincerely forgive myself“.
“I don’t think I’ll ever forgive myself because I know where I come from and I don’t know how at some point in my life I could become that selfish, useless person, who was only concerned with my well-beingThe contestant who admitted his regret: “I often wanted to tap my fingers, turn back time and do a lot of different things.“.
When asked what could change in his life, Gonzalo Quinaz did not hide: “The dream I had was that I lived for the family, and then I made it easier. I wasn’t a man, I wasn’t responsible, I was immature and ruined a lot of what my life, other people’s dreams, and my family in general had ever been like, and that can’t be erased.“.
Challenged by Big Brother to share how he imagines himself 10 years from now, the former soccer player admitted to aiming to bring his three children together in one moment: “I have a dream and this dream of mine can be a dream even if it takes 5 minutes to have a moment alone with my 3 kids, and a conversation… The only thing I miss in life is that I never ‘I don’t even know if I would“.
